Thursday, March 20, 2014

The Lit. Log: The Mysteries of Pittsburgh

In reading this book I am reminded primarily of another book; Dandelion Wine by Ray Bradbury. Both books center around a male main character who is “coming of age” during the summer. While the main character in Dandelion Wine is significantly younger the texts do have common themes. For example, in Ray’s work there is a character that creates a “happiness machine” that serves much the same purpose as the “cloud factory” in Mysteries of Pittsburgh. It stands as a symbol of what I call the “fate factor” of life. 

Michael Chabon, relays to his audience a stark reality that the American pursuit-of-happiness often entails. Chabon’s story centers around the lives of three twenty-somethings: Art, Arthur, and Cleveland. Each has an inherent - as Art would say - “will-to-bigness.”

Chabon’s narrative unfolds around the lives of Art, Arthur, and Cleveland. Art, a mob boss’s son, has lived a life shrouded in obscurity. He is at a loss for understanding who he is. He says himself,  “[I] feel nostalgia for a time I never even knew." His life is a tension between desire to actualize his self, and fear that he will be repulsed by what he finds. Arthur is a self proclaimed “free atom.” He recreates himself on a daily basis. When the two meet, Art begins to think that he, like Arthur, doesn't need to be confined by his past. At this point, Art begins breaking ties with his family. That is, until Arthur’s friend Cleveland comes on the scene. Cleveland is “evil incarnate.” He destroys and consumes everything he touches. His destructive nature does not lend itself to a typical forty-hour-a-week job. Thus, Cleveland becomes involved with the Pittsburgh branch of Art’s father’s mob. He starts off in “pick up and delivery,” but wants to work his way into more dangerous jobs.

Each character's will-to-bigness is directly linked to his personality. Art’s will is to be like Arthur - self-created and free of his past. Arthur, though free in appearance, is just as constrained by his past as Art. Arthur’s life is a constant facade to guard the fact that, in reality, he is a reject. Having grown up the son of a poor single mother, jobless, and without a formal education, Arthur’s will to bigness also takes the form of freedom. Cleveland’s will is the will after which the will-to-bigness is named. His desire is to consume, and to become “big.” He has no other means to do this than to destroy anything in his way. Bigness, for Cleveland, does not equate with wealth, fame, freedom, or any particular object of desire. For Cleveland the will to bigness is primal; “bigness is the goal of life."

If anything this book has served to show that what I, and pop culture, call love and freedom exists on a spectrum. In the end Art discovers that what he has pursued is nothing more than a game. The relationships that he formed out of a selfish objective desire to keep his self hidden are like the cloud factory, idealized but mysterious.

Wednesday, March 19, 2014

Thunder Perfect Mind


Thunder Perfect Mind is a document discovered among the Gnostic manuscripts from Nag Hammadi in 1945. Now, personally, I am not a "Gnostic." Really, I would self-identify as a Christian. Nonetheless, there was something about the text that resonated with me, more than anything I've read for a while. This is one of those "finds" that I can't help but talk about. You can read it here. The text is written in a female voice, which is really interesting give the nature of the document. I will, however, only mention that here, and let it stand as a conversation for another time when I have more fully formed thoughts about it. 
For now, in reflecting on Thunder Perfect Mind I realized that self revelation always takes the form of antithetical propositions. I have realized that whenever I try to proposition something about myself, the part of me that embodies the other resists vehemently. Let’s say I posit about myself that I am a “good” person, or that I am “controlling.” Other parts of me, equally as present, scream out, “You’ve never done anything that wasn't out of self-interest!,” or “Controlling? Psh, you don’t have any more control over the world or over others that you do yourself!” But, in realizing that “I am shame and boldness. I am shameless; I am ashamed. I am strength and I am fear. I am war and peace,” I realize that I was never meant to be any one particular way (and yet I am), and I realize that my understanding of my existence is revealed to me by my oscillation between antithesis. The complex being that I am can only be understood, by myself, in terms of paradoxes. I am limited, I am infinite. Need I say more?

Monday, March 17, 2014

Here's the Dig.


Seeing as this is my first post I fig'r it might be pertinent to give you the scoop on what this blog is, and more importantly, what it isn't.


What this blog is not. 
  • A reference. I don't claim to know everything about any topic. Don't treat this blog as a end-all source of facts. I promise you that it's not. If I say something you find interesting, go look into it yourself. That's what I do, and trust me, it's better that way. 
  • A claim to greatness. I in no way anticipate this blog ever becoming "popular." It's simply a way for me to publish my thoughts. If you like what I have to say, let me know about it. If you don't, let me know about it. But seriously, this is not all that serious. 
  • A copy and paste wasteland. All the thoughts here are going to be original to me. Don't expect to find that my thoughts correlate with an existing body of knowledge. It's likely they won't. This doesn't upset me. My aim, here, isn't to publish scholarly knowledge about necessarily true things about the world. These are just my musings. 

What this blog is.

  • A catalogue of my thoughts for the world to see. I'm a big believer in the whole "iron sharpens iron" thing. I find that the thoughts I enjoy thinking most are those that I've presented to the world, in their unadulterated form, and had polished by the currents of others opinions, feelings, and knowledge. 
  • Introspection about my experiences, people, books, movies, etc.. In a similar vein as the above point, I find that I get the most out of my thoughts once they've been communicated to others. Not that others necessarily need to respond, but I get a lot out of simply "putting it out there."
  • A trade post. I'm really good at finding things I like and I really enjoy sharing those things with others who will appreciate them. I'm a promoter of sorts. Be prepared to barter. 

Some final notes. 
This blog isn't just for me. My existence is intimately united will all the other existences of the world. I take advantage of that. I love that. If you want to, do the same. 
I don't promise much. So, be aware of the following: I reserve the right to amend, exclude, or elaborate any of the things stated above.

Finally, happy reading! And I'm looking forward to your responses!